Im just writing this to help myself get out of my present state f being....
Truth is inevitable...sumday or the other you havta learn to face things...
I have always been running away from things...bt thot it wz justified as i believed that the ultimate goal is your happiness...u venture into sumthing because it makes u "happy" in sum or the oder way...and wen it doesnt...the best thing to do is to let go.....YES! 2day i will call it running away frm things....4 I know that the true happiness is not in "giving up" bt fighting to achieve VICTORY....
The struggle isnt easy...(ya thats y its called struggle) bt I know for a fact that "WINTER ALWAYS TURNS INTO SPRING!"
Truth is inevitable...sumday or the other you havta learn to face things...
I have always been running away from things...bt thot it wz justified as i believed that the ultimate goal is your happiness...u venture into sumthing because it makes u "happy" in sum or the oder way...and wen it doesnt...the best thing to do is to let go.....YES! 2day i will call it running away frm things....4 I know that the true happiness is not in "giving up" bt fighting to achieve VICTORY....
The struggle isnt easy...(ya thats y its called struggle) bt I know for a fact that "WINTER ALWAYS TURNS INTO SPRING!"
lemme tell u the complete story...
U must hav xperienced hw u r different with different ppl...our forefathers saw it as a sign of wisdom...it is true wen u r manipulative enuf to gt things done in ur favour...bt wat is essential is that ur conscience must b clear...neva intend the wrong!
Bt well this is not the story i wz talking abt....
Im a frank...straight-forward person...i say wats in ma heart...im carefree(n its no xggaeration...cz well its evn written in ma character certificate!)
Yes ! this is ma usual self...fooling arnd...merry...do-wat-u-feel types!
This on the contrary is only the partial truth....well!all f us have our "inner sensitive side"...that can differentiate between the right and the wrong...that wants you to b a "responsible individual"...to hold yourself responsible for the good or the bad circumstances circumfrencing your life!
This enlightened self of mine is well mostly dormant as is for most of us...!!
so getting past it...
being ma merry self...there r times wen i gt to see a different side of me...a complete different person...
Ya!Now im getting to "the point".....this indispensable...uncomprehending self...well..it must have some psychological xplanation im sure...as to y this shy..conscious..introvert self emerges..
At first...
y i dont feel lyk talkin to ppl...n then feel bad abt it!?
y i ignore ppl...jz look away wen they might just approach!?
And then...
y cant i change it wen i know its not gud for ma rapport?
y am i changing into this socially closed person wen im trying hard to overcome it!?
Wats strange is that these 2 states...have intertwined with ma life...im happy,wild n weird wen im wid ppl i like...n im an insignificant fool...wen im wid ppl who r either btr off or atleast potray to be...or may b its just me who sees them that way...
The thing is...that im an attention seeker to b honest...almost evry1 is in sum or the other way...which i achieve being ma normal self...and wen i dont is the tym wen i retreat...wen i turn into this meek self...
I desperately want to "open up"..."gel well"...
Its lyk ur first day in school...wen u r conscious abt evrything...wen u donno wat to say...wat to do...wen u scared if ppl will like u...
THE ANSWER lies in the law of oneness of self n environmnt...its the HEART that is important....
To change your surroundings...u havta change urself....
Accomplishing this task requires immense courage....will...strength...
BUT "FAITH" CANNOT BE DEFEATED....!!!RESILIENCE TRIUMPHS ALL......
Bt well this is not the story i wz talking abt....
Im a frank...straight-forward person...i say wats in ma heart...im carefree(n its no xggaeration...cz well its evn written in ma character certificate!)
Yes ! this is ma usual self...fooling arnd...merry...do-wat-u-feel types!
This on the contrary is only the partial truth....well!all f us have our "inner sensitive side"...that can differentiate between the right and the wrong...that wants you to b a "responsible individual"...to hold yourself responsible for the good or the bad circumstances circumfrencing your life!
This enlightened self of mine is well mostly dormant as is for most of us...!!
so getting past it...
being ma merry self...there r times wen i gt to see a different side of me...a complete different person...
Ya!Now im getting to "the point".....this indispensable...uncomprehending self...well..it must have some psychological xplanation im sure...as to y this shy..conscious..introvert self emerges..
At first...
y i dont feel lyk talkin to ppl...n then feel bad abt it!?
y i ignore ppl...jz look away wen they might just approach!?
And then...
y cant i change it wen i know its not gud for ma rapport?
y am i changing into this socially closed person wen im trying hard to overcome it!?
Wats strange is that these 2 states...have intertwined with ma life...im happy,wild n weird wen im wid ppl i like...n im an insignificant fool...wen im wid ppl who r either btr off or atleast potray to be...or may b its just me who sees them that way...
The thing is...that im an attention seeker to b honest...almost evry1 is in sum or the other way...which i achieve being ma normal self...and wen i dont is the tym wen i retreat...wen i turn into this meek self...
I desperately want to "open up"..."gel well"...
Its lyk ur first day in school...wen u r conscious abt evrything...wen u donno wat to say...wat to do...wen u scared if ppl will like u...
THE ANSWER lies in the law of oneness of self n environmnt...its the HEART that is important....
To change your surroundings...u havta change urself....
Accomplishing this task requires immense courage....will...strength...
BUT "FAITH" CANNOT BE DEFEATED....!!!RESILIENCE TRIUMPHS ALL......
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hey!!
read it!! liked it!! rest on the phone!!
:) I can see you've got the latter part all figured out, but with reference to the first :
A long long time ago, you had asked me "Given a choice, what do you prefer- being happy or being right?"
I said,"Being right."
And you said,"Being happy."
It boils down to that one question in essence. And once you've made your choice, you learn to build your life around it. So if you had made your choice,where's the room for doubt? :)
u're right....n u know wat...its all in the mind...nw that i didnt run away from it...i am happy...truly...i feel no burden nomore...n seriously...it still boils down to being "happy"...its just the RIGHT PATH TO IT :)
P.S.wen i asked u that i wz talking in terms of ego issues :)
(jz incase ppl thing i prefer being wrong n happy :P...NOO! I'm a nice person :P)
It doesn't center around just ego-hassles. Think about it. It encircles the world. :)
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