Once again i'm forced to face this conflict between the right and wrong! To be or not to be... This question though has only 2 answers to chose from but it is surely way difficult a choice than being given a zillion options.
The worst part here is that I know that this is not whats bothering me. The thing that has brought me to this discommode is the very fact that its not a choice between the right and the wrong....its a choice between two "rights". The choice of having to let go off something. Something that has been a part of your life...the quotidian life...that got you so used to itself you cant even wonder what it would be like with that empty space. The lingering silence that once whispered its love to you and the one that you have to choose, to be lost in it and not complain that its killing you. To not complain that it resounds in your head... that shouts out loud to you...telling you not to give yourself this pain.
Life always gives you choices to mold it for the good or the bad. Its hard to quetch and blame it for all the troubles when half of them are a result of the seed you sowed. The seed that will eventually bear its fruits. I do not know how this one decision will change my life. I do not know how things will turn out to be. I wish i don't repent this later.....but i guess I'll have one thing to console me..."It was the Right thing to do!"
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